Yes. It has been a long time since I have written anything.
And in that time a lot has happened. I am constantly juggling work, my son, my hubby, friends etc. And stuff has taken over.
Too much stuff to include in one entry.
However, the one thing that hasn't happened is that I have been looking after myself. I haven't been looking after myself. I am the largest I have ever been. My hair is greying and I don't care. My skin looks AWFUL. And it shows. I am the largest I have ever been. My hair is greying and I don't care. My skin looks AWFUL. My hands are chapped and my nails are chipped.
I look in the mirror and I don't see me anymore. I see an old-beyond-my-time, tired, sad version of me. And I don't like it.
How has this got to do with this site, I hear you ask? It has everything to do with this site because when I was looking after myself and really caring, I not only enjoyed looking after myself and seeing results, I also enjoyed having a half hour each day where I just did something for me.
Not my husband. Not my son. Not my work.
Just me.
So here's the deal. I am going to start looking after myself again. I am going to take pride in myself and start a little bit of Trash to K'dash pampering. And I am going to be documenting it all.
Because when worlds clash, I shouldn't forget about the most important person of all.
Me.
P.S And if you think that sounds selfish...that's because it is!
