Crash N Burn- end of week two

I can't do it.
I just can't.
I remember a swimming teacher once telling me there is no such thing as can't. Before she chucked me in the deep end.

I haven't exercised for a week.
I haven't eaten well. In fact, on the weekend I drank so much alcohol I needed the food to soak it all up.
And I broke three fingernails playing 'air drums' (don't ask).
And I went to bed with my make up on - I know "shock horror".

I am tired. I am so, so tired.
I want chocolate. And vodka. And lot's of it.

This is me - before going out....might be a bit of an improvement. But I still don't like me.


I haven't given up completely though.
My fingernails are still painted although a lot shorter.
I have washed my make-up off recently.
I'm still looking after my hair.
I am still a moisturising freak.
And I ensure I leave the house with make-up on.
And a bra.

AND - if I do say so myself, I looked pretty hot on Saturday night. I dolled up to the max and made the most of it. I enjoyed all the pampering in getting ready to go out.
And I had fun.

So maybe I didn't do so bad this week. But I'm not happy with my efforts. Let's hope week three kicks my butt.

Because I don't want to crash n burn. Not just yet anyway.